I am in the process of recovery, still trying to pick up the pieces together and gather the slightest sense of self still left in me. It still is hard because for a long time, I couldn’t get myself to move and simply, live day after day.

My concept of self, relationship, home and future have been shattered. I believed, trusted and had faith to all those images and words which eventually became lies in the end, all failed possibilities.

I was lost and now trying to find my way back. As Julia Cameron puts it, I am walking away from the crash site, all bruised and injured, with soar muscles and bones. Right now, I am just simply walking. Every single day is a decision to continue to walk away from the crash hoping that as I take those small steps I will become healed.